the one

somehting about that one you had and you couldnt ever complain . only the fact the distance was killing you . you longed for her skin right next to your every night and its been quite some time but its the smell of their room you always cant forget and the movies you watched laying next to thta person befor you went to sleep at night . you would always open doors for me and call me sweet heart . Holding hands and wishing it didnt have to end and by the end of the day it was only a few more untill you had to go back home . to your normal life things didnt seem sureal . and i was the most happiest girl in the world . i was what matterd most to you . more then anything the memories ill have forever . distance is what keeps us apart .
when you tink about it you coulkd have your soul mate in pennssivania . i hate spelling . and even i wasnt the best speller . it was okay . i dont think you looked down upon me .

but i know that once i left you .

things havent been and never will be the same .

and adding

my new cherishing peice of art


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haha

shopping on ebay for flats and bought a cases of 8 pairs of diffrent color turbo sunglasses my niggg



ahahahah i love my life.
but i cant find the batterie charger for my camera for the life of me i swear i brought it home from my cousins house .

what use is all this things i buy . nothing . no value what so ever ., \


happy hollidays . i am a consumer

Doing a whole bunch

OF SHOPPPPINNNGGG
hey and keith helzer . i hop eyou gett better and find help i can help you get started but dont l;ean on me it tends to hurt too much . im too close to some sittuations. i had an

AmAzInG thankx turkey day

but it wasnt about that it was about my thanks for my family and being together

minus the fact me and my mom got into a fight about money , as to witch mine is almost all gone

i tend to drown my self in money .

and not have enough fun .

i want a car .

so lets look up some on craigst list .


yay

something economical , likeee deees


and well im not even goona post pictures .
if i cnat pay for my own car im not gonna be able to get what i want .
so fuck it .

hope ryan beaties ok .